When I told Jo, "I dont even know what's happening" - i burst in to tears. I don't even know who, when, how, what, where or why. Suddenly my head's spinning, and suddenly, it's so cold... I'm shivering.

I've been thinking about this for the whole week, yet I couldn't find a reason. I might have done something, or said something... or maybe forgot something. I've no clue. It's like getting sentenced to death without a reason. Yet at the same time, I'm not sure if I want to know why. Maybe it'll better to keep things this way. I thought our friendship was stronger than this. I've never experienced this before. It sucks.

明明就很真实的辛福

怎么会全部都是假的

如果连他都会骗你

那以后还有谁可以相信呢

- 就想賴著妳


Totally sucks, even before I can "publish" this post... SQ talked to me, and she turned on my "tap" again.
What should I do now?