为什么做人这么累? Why are we always expected to react a certain way?
Who says hungry must eat? Why 1 day must eat 3 meals a day? Who says work must 9 to 5? Why do something wrong need to admit. And admit already must say sorry? Why girl need to have boyfriend? Why 1 girl can only have 1 boyfriend? Why sleepy must sleep? Why got problem must talk? Why room must be neat? Why money need to be saved? Why bills need to be paid? Why not happy need pretend to be happy? Why cannot everyday cry?
Who says period must come every month? My body is silently protesting expectations, that my period hasn't come since April.
I feel I am on a rebellious mode. I am against the norm and not doing all of the above. Hungry don't eat, sleepy don't sleep. Boyfriends I have a few. And I cry every day.
It's so tiring to every day have to live up to everyone's expectation. I don't even know how to react anymore. Cus it feels like there is always a standard model answer to say at that place and time.
If life = expectations, then I'm giving up on life.