I realised today, that I'm becoming a control freak monstrous girlfriend that I said I will never be. Worst still, to a guy who is not even my boyfriend. I demand, I suspect, I scream and shout and cry, I pick and find fault with everything. I sulk and grumble.
I forgot to look on the bright side, to focus on the little things, and of cause, I forgot that I have no right to do what I did.
I a m g o i n g m a d.
