Maybe he's right. I know it's like this cause that's how I've been feeling, especially for the past week. When I pick up the phone, I don't know who to call. He used to be number one on my list, but now, I'm not sure if it's appropriate to make that call. Almost 4 months and I'm still not used to it. Maybe I should have treasured those times more. Guess it's too late, or is it not?
