It hurts. And I teared. There's a lot of things that I miss from the past. I miss his bed especially. And his family, his friends... But I guess it's time I have to let go. Because until now, I don't know if I have the confidence to fall in love all over again. This is not because I was hurt, but because I hurt others too many times. This is depressing! And I feel like crying my lungs out now. But I guess I can't. I wanted us to stay as friends. But he said that I was being naive. He keep insisting that there's another guy. And guess what, that guy in subject is attached. If there's the other guy, we would have been attached long long long ago! It's not that I'm not giving our relationship another chance. But I really can't bring myself to commit. At least not now, but I don't want to hold you back. But I don't think I deserve time. Because there's no promises. But I guess it's ok! I'll just go on with life. Until I find a handsome, rich man and get married. I'm depressed and talking nonsense now.
You, please bring me to that place. The place where I can receive all your love. I need some love now.
