ARGH!!!!
I'm going to explode!!
Boy and girl cannot be friends? Boy and girl means must be romantically involved?
Fed up fed up!!!
So what if my close friend is a guy? So what?
You don't have, means other people cannot have?
It's not as if I didn't tell you about him when we 1st got tgt.
But when I said i talked to another guy over the phone. You got angry with me.
I gave up my friends for so many years because of you.
Do you know how that feels?
Even when I talk to my poly guy friends on msn, does that meant that I'm cheating on you?
Please grow up. You have ever right to talk to other girls, so do I.
He's been there for so long. He knows the right way to cheer me up.
He listened to me cry for 6 hours over the phone cause of a breakup few years back.
I know that when I face a problem, he'll be there for me.
Many times, I can talk to him about problems which I can't talk about to my gfs.
We're friends. Only friends. Even if there's love.
Ultimately, a bigger part of his heart will go to someone else. Same with mine.
Secretly, I kept a part of my heart for him. But sure we both know that we won't be tgt.
I borrow the lyrics of "Torn between two lovers" -
There's been another man that I've needed and I've loved
But that doesn't mean I love you less
And he knows he can't possess me and he knows he never will
There's just this empty place inside of me that only he can fill
Wtf. I just told ex to forget me. I just said I gave up.
Shit. stupid stubborn tears keep falling.
It hurts more than you can imagine.
I thought that I'm much stronger.
I already said I can't promise him any thing. Why is he still waiting for an ans?
I can't give any ans! Why can't he just listen?
He's just pushing himself away from me.
I really don't know if I still can love another soul.
I feel as if my heart can no longer love.......
