You know how life likes to make fun of people. It's been more than 3 weeks since the break up and I feel pretty much the same. The same day I found out about her, and he found out about him. Therefore causing a change in positions. But overall, everything's pretty much hasn't change. Maybe the only change is that I no longer feel loved. No idea why but everyone seems to be in a dull mood recently. Shouldn't people in love be radiating a glow? If it's so hard to love, then is it worth it? Would you be happier alone? Well, I pretty much am. At least I can do whatever I want now. Even though I pretty much still care about him, the feeling's ((I just realized I've used 4 "pretty much"s. And almost typed the 5th one!)) different. Maybe I still need more time...