Just got back from a whole day out with Tiffany and a bit of Yuling. Last night, I felt asleep around 5 I guess. Around 10am, Dad called me. He needed me to go to Toyogo with him to get some plastic storage boxes for Mummy.
Had breakfast and went to get the stuff. Was feeling a bit tired, and my throat was hurting. Throbbing headache. Want to sleep. But I decided to go meet Tiff as I didn't want to stay home. Got ready and took a train down. Lunch, IT fair, find Yuling, eat, walk around, sit and chat, waited for Yuling to finish work at 9.30pm. We took a bus back.
Chatted about lots of stuff. I feel much better after talking to them. I came to realize that I should really treasure everything I have now. Like my family, bf, friends, a roof above my head, food on the table, clothes to wear......
*cough cough*
I need my strawberry milkshake.
Everyone's unhappiness is affecting me.
Sigh. I want to live my life all over again. Yuling says we have to look forward, that's why our eyes are in front. But deep inside, we know that we've done something that we regret in the past. Or that if given a chance, we'll do it better this time round. Sigh sigh sigh. I really wish that everything will go smoothly from this minute on. That everything we do now, 5 years down the road, we won't regret it. Not just for me, but for everyone. Maybe it's easier to give up. Holding on, wishing for the best is not a good answer now. Maybe never. 拿的起，放的下。 It's time to decide.
*cough*
