I don't know what I want. When pig calls me, I don't feel like talking. Because either I'm watching show, busy with work, outside... And when he calls, he like to ask if he should buy this, or that, or sell this. It's really frustrating and I really don't care. As such, we have nothing to talk about any more. I really have nothing to tell him because my life is BORING. I mean, seriously... what do girls talk to their bfs about? Tell him what I did at home? Or what I had for lunch? It's the same everyday. Won't he get bored? I would. And when he stopped calling in the noon, I feel... I don't know what's that feeling. Not because I need to talk to him, but because it's a daily thing. And so I call him. But I have nothing to say. ARGH! Angry!!!
Anyway, few weeks back I started to fear marriage/ having children because I don't want to turn into a 黄脸婆! =( But Tiff and Cheryl assured me that I won't. Who knows. I don't want to be fat and ugly. Wearing big cheap tee shirts, with ugly flowery knee length shorts. Kiap my hair up in a messy bun. All hot and gressy from all the cooking and cleaning......
I'm catching "Sex and the City" online. And I've been reading a lot romance novel lately... And I got all the stories mixed up.
Boring.
Looking forward to meeting Tiff tmr. And I've got to start recking my brain on what to prepare for dinner tonight. It's just me and kor. Typical
housewife aunty.
**edited**
Kor's going out. =( I'm alone for dinner.
