As if the angels read my blog! Last night I blogged that I want to go on a holiday. And Rachel from Pink Room just called me to ask if I want to go KL to be the nail model =) But I have to ask Mommy! I'm like a little girl. If I go, any one want to tag along? A bit scary to go alone eh.

Horoscope for today
You are heading for big, dramatic and powerfully positive changes in relationships and friendships right now. You may be hit with an "I have always loved you as more than a friend" bombshell, or be dropping such news on someone else.
Oh no! So many pretty shoes in Taiwan.






Interested parties, please visit xoxo-sprees to purchase!
Oh no. I'm so tired. I fell asleep a few times during Wolverine. But I don't feel like going to bed now. And I just found out that they've just released esp 12-15 of 书包太重. Argh!

Oh ya. I want go shopping....!!! My dear friends, can we plan a trip to somewhere. Anywhere. I want to GO HOLIDAY!! I miss Thailand la. I totally regret not jio-ing Cheryl on a short trip during her hols. What was I thinking?!?!?! Oh ya. Probably not a good idea then. There were rioting right?

Time to visit Lala land first. Last night, I dreamt that I was pregnant. I woke up thinking it was real!! Maybe tonight I'll see who's the father! Baby's Daddy, please enter my dreams tonight ^^
'If you really love someone, you shouldn't have to work at it.
You finish each others' sentences and have the same sense of humor.'


Vanessa Hudgens is so lucky. She've got such a hot perfect boyfriend. Handsome, tall, rich... Not fair lor.
(Sheesh. I'm judging the book by it's cover!)


And she's got great fashion sense. She looks good in most outfits. And like every one of us... she's actually not really slim. Pictures of her in bikini is all over the web.


Caught 17 Again. And X-Men Origins: Wolverine at Vivocity with (ex)bf. Yes... still EX!


Anyway, he hasn't changed much since the break up. I was hoping that he'll mature a bit. But no. Unfortunately not. I was thinking. Maybe when I was 17, the things he do = sweet. But now, 4 years later, I've matured in thinking. And he's still the same. =(
I guess that's what brought us apart.
After 1/2 hour, I'm still sitting here......
Got to get ready for lunch and then baking class. But I'm having a runny nose. And I don't feel like going any where now.

Have you wondered what would you do when you see your partner hugging another guy/girl? You know right, in the drama the person will say "What are you doing?" The guy will say, it's a misunderstanding, it's not what it seems blah blah blah.... And before anything, she'll run away crying. I just saw it happen on 凤凰四重奏. In real life leh? I've never seen anything like this happen before. Should be quite interesting to see the reaction.

I'm finally catching 17 Again! =) Meeting (ex)bf after class. I want to go Vivo! But the show starts at 4.10. And I don't think I can reach in time. Can take cab!

Got to go now!
Mommy found out about my break up yesterday. She said," You and korkor always break up at the same timing." So happened that we broke up at the same period of time previously. She asked what happened. But I didn't give her any details.

Today went quite smoothly. Dinner at KFC with my siblings. Managed to update my shop. Met up with some buyers, and thus clearing some space. And finally got around to cut my nails as well. It's in ultra bad condition after the nail competition. The small nail clipper from Daiso works fine. =) I used to have a Hello Kitty nail clipper in my school bag. Hee... I get caught all the time for having long nails. Apparently, cutting nails for the hubby is part of the wife's job. I rmb kor's gf cutting his nails for him. But Daddy cuts his own nails. And I've never cut any of my bfs nails. But then again, it's really sweet . I guess you'll need to trust her to let her cut your nails right.

My injection site still hurts a little. I can't lift my arm. Hopefully it'll be okay tmr.

If only the night lasts forever......

***
Mariah Carey's - I stay in love
The line "And I try to front like "Oh well""
I keep hearing "I try to fuck like a whale". Wth.

Cheryl just said "Want sleep, can't sleep. Sleep already don't want to wake up. So irritating!"
Which I totally agree.


It's been about 7 hours since I took the jab. And I still can't lift up my left arm.

Woke up to a pleasant surprise! Mommy and Cheryl are on MC! We went down for lunch with Daddy and Kor. Cheryl went to the clinic to get MC check on her leg. It's been itching since Saturday. Mine is "cured" already. Meanwhile Mommy went to Orchard with me.

When I got to the clinic, to my horror, I needed a guardian as I was under 21. I called Mommy who was shopping at Robinson. Read Her World while waited for Mommy. Talked to the doc. Who briefed us on the pros of the jab (Cervarix). It's to protect us against the four commonest types of the human papillomavirus (HPV). And sexually active girls are advised to take the Pap smear test every 3 months. And also, not get pregnant within the next few months after taking the jab as they don't know if there's any side effects......... My dear girlfriends, guess it'll be a good idea for you to take the jabs too!

The nurse gave me the jab. And it took less than a minute =) I'm such a brave girl! It's really not as painful as I expected it to be. Waited for Cheryl to come. See the doc, and he advised to take the jab at a later date due to the itch. When I told the doc that Cheryl's scared. He said that in the Primary school, the students didn't even have their parents with them. The teacher just line them up, and jab everyone. Sounds very funny.



After everything, we took a bus to Cathay to collect Cheryl's phone. She got rather upset as there were scratches on her phone (motorola). And when she confronted the girl, she said that it's not caused by them. Which obviously is a bloody lie! But I guess no point arguing.

Cheryl treated us to early dinner at Aston. It's about $10 per person. And the food is not bad.





Walked around PS. Visited Daiso and bought a hell lot of stuff. Spent a total of $32.
Boxes, nail clipper, card holder, toothbrush, measuring cup, pencil box......

Had desserts at Swensen's.







*See Cheryl loves her bf sooo much. Hug him so tight!




So tired! Apart from the sore in my arm. My legs are aching from walking the whole day in my 3inch heels.

The doc said that I might feel little little sick the next few days due to the jab. But it's very very mild.


(ex)bf just sent me this link. Oooh~ This is the song he sang to me when we first got together. And it was my message tone for the longest time. Brings back memories that I though I forgot.

And Yuling keep sending me lame jokes.

A man checked into a hotel. There was a computer in his room, So he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally Typed wrong e-mail address, and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail.

Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting messages from relatives and friends.

After reading the first message, she fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen which read:

To: My Loving Wife
Subject: I've Reached
Date: 16 May 2002

I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here now, and you are allowed to send e-mails to your loved ones.

I've just reached and have been checked in. I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Looking forward to seeing you then! Hope your journey is as uneventful as mine was.


My heart skipped a beat when they were announcing the Best Newcomer award. I was pretty much hoping he wins (he won). Probably only because of his good looks. Ooh. And he was wearing a Gucci suit. He's 戴阳天, by the way.



Have to re-watch the whole show. I missed the first 30mins as I was taking a nap. And a bit in the middle as we went down to have dinner. And I feel that they should give the winners more time to talk. Instead of bringing in the stupid parrot and helicopter. And the presenter for the Best Newscaster, who cares about her story?!?! -.-" And and and, the bell to hurry them is so RUDE! And I know it's to make the show more exciting, but the few minutes spent to update us on the top 10 is really too long.

And Yuling just told me that she don't like Jeanette Aw (欧萱). Me too lor. And sorry, but I don't like Joanne Peh either. Mommy cannot stand the woo-ha over The Little Nonya. Hahaha. Probably only because she's one! All these mountain turtle never see Nonyas before. Get so excited over this.

My Grandma ♥♥♥


Going to bed after finish watching 凤凰四重奏 esp 10.
And I'm removing my playlist. Something wrong with it.
YuKiNg - *suspicious* says (1:52 AM):
*lols. i think i less violent alr leh, not meh?
chel 曦 i complement. says (1:53 AM):
*i don't know la. u not v.violent to me all along
^o) YuKiNg - *suspicious* says (1:54 AM):
*hmmm cos i think if i hit u, u'll cry
*then sq is those, like toy like that one. HAHAHA u hit then got sound =x
*joanna also leh hahaha but she will hit back one
chel 曦 i complement. says (1:55 AM):
*haha. ya la.
*althought i not so weak la. I won't cry. But u don't hit me la.

Yuling wants to bully me!
Wth. I slept at 4am and woke up at 9 this morning!
I'm getting less calls and sms from you lately.
什么意思? 你放弃了吗?
"A broken heart hurts, but its the memories that kill."

It's sad how you think you love the person. Yet at the same time you're not sure about it. You are not sure if you want to be with him because of love, or because you are relying on him. When I was younger, I was a strong believer of "true love". But past relationships taught me otherwise. I've strayed in past relationships. I though I love my (then) bf so much. But slowly, my little heart drift off. Then you start to think, how can all relationships be of true love. Does true love really exist? And is there THE ONE, the perfect one? I thought that when I can read (ex)bf like a book, I can predict what he wants to eat, I know when he's looking at other girls, I know what he's thinking. I thought maybe he's The One. But see what happened. Suddenly, i just freaked out at the though that I might have to face this person my whole life. The same conv repeats. The same routine. Everything! I just snapped.

Every time you step into a relationship, you think that maybe this is the guy that I'm spending the rest of my life with. You wish that you'll spend every second with him. But time wash away all the sweetness. And soon, you want some time apart. Sigh. I don't know what am I talking about la. Just that, suddenly, I feel that my heart is dead. Why do I not miss him anymore? Why do I not have the urge to call/sms him? Is it natural for couples to rely on each other, and love will disappear? Wouldn't it be very sad? Anw, few days ago (ex)bf said that he's hurt, and he can't give me his love now. I know that holding on will cause more unhappiness. But yet, I'm not sure if I'm ready to let go. One thing's for sure, our relationship will never be the same as it was. The ugly "scars" will remain. He'll never forget. He asked about my relationship with xxx. But I didn't share the whole story. The truth hurts, we all know that. And I know that if it's meant to be, it will be. Every thing is fated. But will fate cheat me?

I'm not scared of not loving him now, because I have a whole life time to love.

***
I got this from Cheryl's blog.

couple get together,
started from a little crush or admiring, then to a fling, get together.
tell each other how much i love you, how much i need you.
how i will "die" if i dont have you with me...

after 1 year, still together, still in love,
2 years,3year, 4 years later, is everything still the same?
when you say 'i love you', is it the same 'i love you' as said when before you're together?

heard couples breaking up, may feel a "waste" to let go such a long relationship,
but it is the best way out of all unhappiness or unstable-ness?

then, how should you know who is the ONE?
when you are together with the person, you are so sure u are so in love with him and will last for eternity, but in the end,there is still a break up.

if you are being betrayed,are you going to trust again,or rather,try trusting again or let everything go?
Die la die la. I'm not sure if I'm allergic to the prawns I took last night. Or some sick fish bit me. My leg very itchy! And there's red patches. I think it's allergy. Ya.

Anyway, met Yuling for lunch at tpy. We had Delifrance. We started talking about FTPSS. And started naming the ppl in our sec 1 class. She said that they were 31 ppl, but we could only list 29 of them. After walking around a bit, I went to meet Mommy.

Went to the temple with her as today's 初一. And I was a vegetarian for the day! Mommy too. She's veg on every 初一, 十五. After temple, we went Hans for her lunch. And then to the jewelry shop. Mommy visits that shop almost every week. Good friends with the uncle already! Spent a few hours there. And I learnt about the different minerals such as onyx, opal, moonstone, amber, quartz, agate......

We left the stall around 9pm. Had dinner at Hans and took a cab home.

And I just signed up for -
Personal Makeup Class * 07-May Thu, 08:00PM @ TOA PAYOH CENTRAL CC
Creative DIY Japanese Nail Art * 08-May Fri, 03:00PM @ CAIRNHILL CC

And Yuling booked me on the 12th for her graduation. =)

I'm busy busy!!
25 April 09 - GOOD BYE TO MY DEAR P PLATE!!!

Just came back from prawning with Cheryl.

Our box of $10 worm gone =( Probably all dead since it's been so long.

I met her at J8 around 5. With Kor. We had Sakae sushi buffet for lunch/dinner. Kor went back. While me and Cheryl walked around J8 to get some stuff. And went to the bank to deposit her coins. From there, we took a cab to the prawning place. We prawned from 7-10pm.







We caught 17 prawns. So little =(



BBQ-ed the prawns there. I miss having some one to peel my prawns.
While peeling the prawns, it reminded me of the quiz I did on fb.
"Eight ways to win my heart". I'll change "#2 Cook" to "Peel prawns for me!!".











After finishing the prawns, we went for the fish therapy.



Very strapy? Hahaha. 不约而同的 wear blue straps. I had blue strap shoes some more. I win Cheryl.

Cabbed home from there. I've been relying a lot on cabs. Recession hasn't affected me much. Oh ya. It has. Business slowed down a lot. I have to remind myself to cut down on my spending. =)
Ooooh~! The strong strong wind on Wednesday night was the strongest in nearly 9 years!!

Read more about it on CNA.com. And watch the video!!

Okies. I'm going to bathe now. Going out to meet Cheryl soon.

Toodles.
Cheryl's crazy. She keeps speaking Mandarin to me!!!!

Anywa ***cheryl is typing now:im not CRAZY!!!!((:*** y...

Side track. She said "我没有".

I'm going meeting Cheryl aft her class tmr. Sakae sushi buffet, followed by prawning. Hehe.. Like so long since the last time I went. My prawning partner so busy now. -.-"

I want to sleep le la. Still watching 书包太重 esp 8. zzz.
Finally got about transferring photos from my phone.

Pictures taken on 10 Apr
Dinner @ Billy Bombers with mommy and her friends.






And a lot of pictures from baking class. Baked by my teacher.



And snapshots of Cheryl and my drawing. We were playing Pictoimage on our DSlite.


Can any one guess what is this? Both drawings are of the same thing.



And me with Mac's strawberry milkshake x 2.


And my current fav pair of heels that I neglected. I bought it long time back but only wore it recently.


That's all!! Mommy finally came back with our dinner. Korean BBQ.